Oh dear I’m feeling really hungry!! Just going to have my oxo when hubby finishing cooking their dinner! Been a bit of an emotional day today!
It’s so hard when food is such a big part of your life! It’s sadly become my greatest comfort. Largely because I find it easier to try put on a brave face rather than let out all my true emotions!
Friends & family reading this may say oh come on you cry all the time & they are right I do cry a lot but what they don’t realise is those tear are usually to release the pressure of the tidal wave that lays behind!!! I am sure that some will understand what I mean.
The positive side making the decision to have WLS & being so sure it’s the right thing to do & to finally accept that “I’m worth it” has been the most liberating thing I’ve ever done.
So bring on the hunger, the tears & the struggle! I know I can do this! Well I think I can!!! No I know I can!
Sorry just had to get that out or I’d burst!
T :0)x